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 Most of the time young people are called ugly and other shameful names, but the truth is, we are all beautiful in our own ways and no one can change that or take it away from us. I read this book which pointed out that true beauty is inside you, it doesn't matter what anyone else sees because if you're beautiful inside, then best believe you're beautiful outside and you're worth it.

Don't ever let anyone say you're not worth it, not even yourself  because YOU'RE WORTH IT!!

MY STORY

I remember growing up i use to doubt myself all the time and very often too because i felt hatred towards myself, for many reasons also. 

I used to have people calling me ugly in a joke kind of way and i use to think to myself " they're only trying to make you believe it's a joke'' because in my head I WAS UGLY but later down the line growing up and actually watching myself in the mirror, i just can't seem to see what i thought was ugly about me. I notice i was actually beautiful but i made my self focus on the fact that people said i wasn't, which took the spot light off myself and placed it on others i wished i looked like. We are beautiful i  our own ways and we just need to see that in other to move past our fears.

I was told often that i was a mistake, the wrong sperm, a dissapointment etc,

did i let it get to me? yes i did because i already felt dissapointed in myself and every single mistake i made that someone always seem to hate me for.

did i believe it, yes i believe that i was a mistake since my mother was one of those who said i was you know, did i wish i was someone else? yes everyday of the life i use to live i did, NOW I DON'T ANYMORE BECAUSE I FOUND MYSELF, i found the girl no one wanted me to be, the girl who isn't perfect but has so much love inside her, the girl who's willing to do whatever it takes to help someone in need, the girl who seems to trust eveyone but herself.